I know I hadn’t updated in a while but I didn’t realise that it’s been two weeks! Gosh, time sure flies! +_+

So, I have completed my internship. Yay for that! Haha. However, I still have one more outstanding project to complete before I am completely done though. That shouldn’t take too long, or at least I hope so, or it would defeat the purpose of me taking a week break before college starts again!

Hmm… I haven’t changed this layout in ages either, about half a year? Since this domain was launched anyway. :/ I have already started working on a new one so that should be up before I go back to college next week.

Also, I got the iPod Classic 160GB as mentioned in the last post. I adore it, haha. I have almost all my media on it, and there’s still so much space left! I hate running out of space, so that’s awesome. :p

I joined the Official Anberlin Street Team, just because I am such a hardcore Anberlin fan, like my friends can vouch for. xD They’re a US Rock band, and if you have never heard of them but love Rock music, I say you should check them out. ^^

Christmas was not as eventful as lots of people and my presents weren’t fantastic but I got to spend time with my cousins which was nice. They can be so retarded sometimes, in a good way, haha. New Year’s was pretty boring too, I just stayed home all day like I do every year, but that’s alright. It’s no big, I don’t like going out on public holidays anyway. I hate crowds. :p I hope you guys had a great holiday though!

On the whole boyfriend topic in the last post, I took him back so the crisis is, well, quite over somehow. For the moment, anyway. :p I decided that I’d rather be happy than dwell over something that can never be changed and be very unhappy. And the few days after we got back together, it was like the honeymoon period all over again, lol. That’s how much in love I am with that boy. ♥

Christmas is fast approaching, what are your plans? As usual, I’m heading over to my cousin’s house where annually, they invite church friends and family over. It’s more of a gathering than a party sort of thing, though I would’ve quite liked a party, lol. I also haven’t gotten any shopping done. Hadn’t any time, but I’m sure no one minds late presents. I mean, afterall, you’re still getting presents, what’s to be unhappy about? Lol. :p To be honest, the past couple of years, it has never felt like Christmas at all. Last year, I was preoccupied with neverending college projects. This year, I have internship around the holiday period (which is ridiculous). What holiday are you talking about? >< Though next year… I can SO see myself having a ball of a time. It will be a good year, haha. I would have graduated by then!

On the topic of holidays and presents, I had for the longest time, thought about getting myself an iPod Video but decided on a PSP in the end because it had games, video and music capabilities. But only a couple of days, I checked up on Apple and realised that they had three new iPods! I hardly ever check up on new stuff, so I was kind of slow in knowing, lol. I had my eye on the iPod Touch and was utterly mesmerised by the guided tour. However, after thinking for a while, and comparing the new iPod Classic and the iPod Touch, I’d rather go for the iPod Classic 160GB for the storage space rather than the design of the iPod Touch. For that, it would cost me around S$600 as compared to around S$700 for a 16GB iPod Touch. That’s 10 times less storage space for S$100 more! Outrageous, isn’t it? Lol. So I’ve concluded that the iPod Classic would be better worth for money. Hopefully there’d be post Christmas sales so I can get it ASAP and for a cheaper price, or I’d be using up half of my internship pay!

So I have started internship… and my life seems to be back like the way it is at college. God, I so want a break… By right, we have to do a minimum of 6 weeks of internship while we have 7 weeks of “holiday” so it is pretty much up to us to decide whether or not we want to work that last week. My lecturer recommends taking that week off, and forgetting about everything to just go havoc and have fun before going back to college the following week. It sounds REAL tempting, I have to say… but I’m not sure… Have fun or the money? It upsets me that I’m always thinking about money, y’know. But anyhow, I think I’ll leave it to a last minute decision (as usual). If I’m too tired (which I already am now, not necessarily because of work), I will gladly take that one week off.

I used to have a lot to say… but I can’t think right now. I’m not feeling very good, so I’m at home instead of work, but I am getting some work done so it wouldn’t pile. …man, do I need to sleep. I’m aching all over, like I’m coming down with flu or something…

…so, me and Will broke up. It’s an understatement to say that I’m upset. I am more than upset and it is not okay. I don’t give a shit about the “many fishes in the sea”, “trees in the forest” or to “get another beef stick” (lol, though that made me laugh, thanks to my colleague, Edward). Will is my everything, and I wasn’t ready to let him go. To be honest, I don’t think I would ever be. Not when he means this much to me. Well, it was my fault anyway that this happened, but it’s hard to go against something I believe in when I’ve believed in it for so long now. Maybe it’s cultural differences and what I was brought up to believe. It’s difficult and a lot of sacrifices have to be made when two people of different races want to be together (not to mention the distance between us too). I have been thinking for way too long and I’m just so drained emotionally and mentally. But that said, I would absolutely love to take him back if it wasn’t so complicated.

I do want to fight for this, William… but it’s not as easy. And I appreciate that you understand that. Thanks for being so wonderful, I love you. ♥